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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 06:19:59 GMT

Back from Sunny Califonia
the weather in LA was pretty hot&dry in the day, Vegas was terribly bad at 40deg and causing my skin to burn, and San francisco was chilly
i had 4-5 hours of sleep this morning and suffering from jet lag now.
very bad.
anyhow, everything was a blast.
and after this trip, i've realise how bless we're in Singapore.
low tax at a rate of 7% and a safe environment.
count ourselves lucky when the americans gotta fork up at a high tax rate of 7.75% to 8.5%(rate varies depending on the state) on top of the initial price tag, and random killing is common in the states.i've been catching up the news there, and watched random killing scenes almost everyday.
so, stop complaining about the increase in tax and safety here.
will be blogging the pictures soon,gotta do the house chores for now.
yea!i shall self proclaim that i've the housewife material.Haha!

P/S: I want to move to america

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 15:59:09 GMT

My last entry for the month of July.
i'm left with 48hours or less before flying.
woohoo, i'm really dead now after spending my day in town and walking in heels, buying the trip's necessities, a book&organiser from borders, and getting the brows done. Talking about borders, i got an extremely good deal, bought the book at 40% off and organiser at 15% off, damn worth and ended up not spending more than usual.Thanks babycher aka hornybitch.(hello matt, thanks to you for naming us horny bitches!)
as usual, my hornybitch would brighten up my lifeless day, even the trip back home was exciting.Those eyes of hers and her preys!Dinner was pretty entertaining with a sing along session at Yoshinoya, both of us were obsessed with the perfect cut's(Ch U, 10pm) song. Too bad, i only remembered the verse - let's move on and let it go.The content of the drama is superb, you guys should catch it before it ends soon. And, i can't believe i am missing so many of my favourites for 2 weeks!The perfect cut(i'm missing the finale!), ANTM, the contender(i'm missing the final fight as well, bloody hell!), prison break(i'm missing the finale again!!!ARGG!)

alright, start to countdown my return from thursday onwards, guys!

my virgin attempt in maxi dress, i wasn't confident with the way i looked.but whatever, i gave it a shot thinking that i'm young and should try out before i age.tell me that i can carry off this look, please?

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 16:37:23 GMT

Going out on a weekend is crazy nowadays.
human traffic congestion as usual.
so here's one of the reason i loathe to hang out in town on a weekend, and prefer to stay indoor.
apart from the fact of being lazy, i'm a homely child o-kay.
well, check out the pictures that were taken last night.
my blog is no longer looking dull cos i'm posting pictures in almost every single entry these days.

Dinner @ Ding Tai Feng. JH is so sweet, he treated us partially cos he got his first pay.And the boys were saying last night that whoever got their first pay would have to give a treat in future.Alright boys, pray hard for me that this will be my last holiday in my whole academic life.

the magic of this : for my hero

As quoted from matt, this was a "branded" condom in Japan. Pardon me, i had no idea of this.Oh well, I got it from agnes b since it was free and i gave him this little surprise. Matt!Your my batman, superman, wonderman, or whatever u called.The bestest friend & soul mate that god had given to me.

This picture is dedicated to you

Next, it was Timbre with babycher and her friends.Thanks to her that i've a new friend named, Jennylove. Jenny is such a sweet&chatty girl, and guess what, she's gonna be my new lecture mate in next semester.WOOTIE, baby!

Babycher loves kissing lips to lips, but sorry, i don't like. Erm, dick head likes it somehow yea.Haha!

I'll be flying in 3 days time, will only be back in 14 days time starting from Thursday.
Matt and babycher have become my indispensable friends, they are just like my daily dose of vitamins.
i've been so closely attached to them that it's kinda strange that we will not be staying in contact, no daily smses and phone calls, no hearing from them about their daily updates for fucking 2 weeks.OMFG! I'm really so not use to it.
Well my loves, get in touch with me via email. I'll try to access internet, if possible.
Meanwhile babycher, you gotta hang on there this weekend. Life without me is different this time round, i'll not be able to listen to your side of story and giving you a helping hand to think of ways to deal with that fucking dick head. Anyway, i've faith in you, bitch! If he trys to be funny, just use that blink blink sandals of yours from River Island to smack his dick head and kick his balls!He has short legs so he will not run as fast as you do.And for god's sake, please ask a HOT dude, or anyone that is presentable than him to tag along with you.HAHA!I can visualise hellboy's facial expression on that day. The only thing which he's good at - frowning.

o-kay, o-kay!Time to go to bed, i need my beauty sleep for work tomorrow.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 18:30:15 GMT

fucking hell day.
1. mum had made a big fuss over teeny wenny issues.
2. the truth is brutal, and i did learn something from it - never be hopeful.
3. boys are bloody hell stupid, like what the fuck, they can just jolly well go and die.
4. i don't wish to stereotype, but so far, the boys i've met are either disgusting(attached yet trying to flirt with me,YUCKS!) or ball-less(where's the guts?).
5. i believe god has a plan for me, and after today, i've see a clear picture of it - i don't deserve a reckless guy.
6. my mind is at ease, finally.I'm ready for my summer holiday, WOOT!
7. Thank You, MAMA Choo!Don't feel bad about it. I was more than glad that i had cleared this mess after hearing from you, and realized that i was wrong. I thought u did tell him things that were not meant to be said, but luckily, u remained mute to save my pride at the end.
8.Lastly, i'm no longer into tweety-remix-granny.

On a side note, we celebrated matt's birthday last weekend. July happens to be the month for the friends.HAHA!all the cancer freaks get together.

I'm done for today.Yoga&gym tomorrow morning, let's hope for a better day!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 07:18:31 GMT

Under one roof
there were times that i was so mad with mum.
This morning, she yelled at me when i was having my beauty sleep and annoyed me to the max with her nastiest behaviour.
times liked this could drive me nuts especially the squeaky voice of hers which was blooody hell irksome.
all she knew was to yell at the top of her voice.
i didn't want to ruin my oh-so-beautiful day, so i told her off that i no longer wanted to go for facial and shopped.
as the days passed, i felt that there were some communication gap between us.
i couldn't talk to her in peace cos she would reply in a sacarstic manner,and i got so pissed off with the slightest thing she had done.
my frustration was completely filled to the brim, so i forwarded my whinings to my comforter, matt & sis, texting them how disgusted i had felt and hoped that i didn't inherit her flaws, and if i did, i must change.

spoke to matt, and i understood that mothers had their own problems to face at times, i knew i gotta be understanding but somehow a part of me couldn't. I hate people to vent their anger on me like as and when they like and speak to me in a harsh tone for whoknowswhy reasons. Cos, i seriously don't deserve this kind of treatment at all.

AHHH!FUCK!WHAT A DAY!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 06:12:44 GMT

Used to
i'm glad that i've started using the word, "used to".
babycher brings this out, and she feels happy for me cos i'm no longer lost and living in my own world.
i've come out of it and tell myself that i'm always not alone.
i've constantly remind myself that this is just a minor setback and no matter how hurt it is, i'm no longer gonna get myself drown in my own tears anymore.

Wednesday was out with babycher.
love her so much.
the crazy bitching session as usual, the laughters which we shared together spelled FABULOUS!
looked what she had given me just to cheer me up:

JELLYBEANS!

thanks baby!Though i'm not a great fan of jellybeans, still, i appreciate the thought of yours and know that with you around, i'm always not alone cos you're my bundle of joy.We've to thank dick head for giving us a chance to stay closer than before, and his existence is our source of entertainment. Hence, there're no lack of topics to bitch about.EEW!!!Dick head makes us sick, PUI!Can't believe someone like him in his 30s is so brainless and disgusting!

enough of this fellow, let me divert my attention to someone much hotter instead!HAHA!My hot guy is on today's urban.So the first thing i did after flippping through the papers, i texted babycher.Haha!I was right,her impression of him was unglam.I've no comments for this, all i know was he had this kind of x-factor and see, hot until people spotted him okay, and his job seemed to be pretty cool!

well, i've cancel the facial appointment with mum today, though seriously, i need one badly.Sis has been observing my eye bags, dark circles and crow feets.I know it's getting bad and i'm starting to age due to the late night sleep.Perhaps, it's time to adjust my lifestyle which i have been telling myself for umpteen times. On top of that, it's on my new year resolution 2008 and i should make it work.

Ciaoz, till the next entry.Gotta hit the gym in an hour time.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 17:41:16 GMT

i'm totally worn out.
a hectic tuesday, been out for more than 12 hours.
work, gym, tour briefing, and dinner at grand shanghai turned out to be the best through out the day.
anyhoos, the US trip has cost us a bomb, 5K per pax or maybe more, cos we're heading to a few other tourist attraction which are not included in the package and has extent the trip to 14 instead of 11days.
On the other hand, the luggage's issue has come to our concern.We're entitled to bring 2 luggages that cannot exceed the weightage of 20kg each.Thus, this issue will hinder us from buying more, and i don't wish to end up paying the extras of USD50 each.Sigh! I'll be flying via SQ and there will be a stop over at Japan&Korea, WEE!!!I'm told that the washrooms in Japan's airports are very pretty, and i gotta check that out too!Well, it's an eye opening thing and don't laugh at me taking pictures of washrooms if you happen to see it in a month time.

I shall not elaborate more, there gonna be more updates coming along the way here.And, i'm dead beat gotta catch some rest soon as i gotta be in a tip top condition to meet my babycher later.

goodness!i nearly forgot pictures taken at Mama Choo's last weekend, thanks for the steamboat and hoped you did had a fabulous day:

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 05:22:42 GMT

i've so much to give, but it all comes down to this.
i know the truth from a friend earlier on.
initially, it hurts so badly and i can't stop tearing and dwelling on it.
the truth hurts, but it's the only way for me to take a step ahead and move on.
the truth is he feels nothing for me and has taken the whole issue as a history now.
so i start questioning myself with countless of whys again.
and i totally accept the fact that he's no longer into me.
from this experience, i'm kind of impressed with myself.
i'll never expect a practical individual like me will allow such issue to unnerve me.
anyway, thanks to the ones who mention that he's not worth, i can find someone better and etc.You know it's not easy, but i'll try to think from this perspective.
from this moment, i'm no longer going to get myself down and will let go of the emotion i've for him.

This will be a new start.

no more HIM on my blog anymore.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 19:02:48 GMT

no matter how many times i'm being told that he isn't serious about me,still, i believe in him and have faith that he was once true&serious about the commitment.
i have never taken his words lightly, whatever he used to say have caused an impact to me today.
as time goes, i just get myself more scarred emotionally.
i'm hoping for the day to come, when he'll text me something appropriate like, "How's life?".
i even visualize this as a starting point, and we will progress to another level gradually like the past.
i used to tell him about the constant change in life and how inevitable it was.
but i didn't expect the change in us to turn out so quick.
a very short history between us.

my ego gets into the way, it's making things tough for me to make the first move to text him.
for umpteen times i've been asking myself, will i accept him if he wants me one day? and the answer is a yes.
the saddening part in life is not to attempt and conclude the ending based on our assumptions.
i detest the fact that many of us behave in such a way and filled with regret and misery at the end of the day.
till today, i can't understand why can't he simply look at things from a simple angle and not complicate it.
even the friends had used to pass me remarks liked we were not compatible and personality clash existed between us, i couldn't care and insisted to go with my gut feelings.
cos the person i'm crazy over is you and no one else, and i've been following what the heart says.
i'm not a saint, but i really wish you to be happy.
even though , i'm not the right one for you, i truly hope that the one who is meant for you will make you happy.

Friday, July 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 04:34:03 GMT

with the great girlfriends i have, life's really awesome.
i'm pretty contented with the people that are connect with me for now. In fact, there's nothing more i can ask for but to hope things will always stay in place.

Cherbaby and i have been friends since 7 years ago, and i didn't knew that we were so alike. Let me name a few similarities : food, guys, fashion, movie, our lingo, and etc.The bimbotic moments and bond we had shared were so amazing. Unglam laughters, cher's "act cute" poses on the escalators as always, gushing over hot bods, and what's more?Your such a love, cher baby!MY TWIN!

And lastly, cafedelmar was finally fulfilled after the gf came back from Vietnam. The food there wasn't fantastic but well, it was still edible. The night was fun, with us acting liked some tourist, snapping pictures everywhere, figuring out the camera modes. And she was pretty surprised to hear that i love clubbing mode pictures. I came up with this term cos it reminded me of clubbing, those unclear and bright settings' pictures.Toong Yeng was really nice to drive me all the way to the north and back to the west at the end of the night. Thank you sweetie pie!

My bimbotic moments with cherbaby!

it's donut time!Mum bought for us and had constantly reminded me to eat them, haha, she seemed to be proud that she bought something "EXCITING" at last.

US briefing next week, 19days left. WOOHOO!

"I wanted a perfect ending...now I've learned the hard way. That some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, or end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking a moment and making the best of it. Not knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity."
-Gilda Radner